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| i havent updated in so long. Its humorous. Im taking a paper break bc my mind is going loopy. Im writing a twenty page research paper (in one night bc im stupid foolish person) over the 1900 storm in calves. Im so tired of hearing about galveston i dont think i ever want to go their again...which is sad bc its one of my fav places. Perhaps i will still go just not do the historical stuff for a while. I really can not believe that in about two to three weeks (i dont keep up with dates) we will be seniors in college? where did the time go? You know how old people always say that their life went by in a blink of an eye...that is a scary thought...and im realizing every day how true that feeling is. an even scarier concept is that in a year we will have to get real jobs and do real adult things and have real adult responsibilities. strange. i dont think i ever really expected that to happen. If im not making sense its bc its super super late and im insanely tired. I can not wait til thur at four...bc then i can finally go to sleep...what a blissful concept. ok sadly enough i must get back to this lovely paper of mine. joy. | | |
| Well im in philly for a little more then a week now!!! It has been alot of fun so far. Im trying to get a job working with kids as usual...which shouldnt be too hard because there are quite a few postions open for childcare, daycare, or learning centers... I would really like to get a job as an assitant teacher and lindsey probably will get a teacher job at the same school! I think i would really like that and that it would be alot of fun! I found a church i kind of like...its a little more traditional then I normally go for but i really really liked all the people there so i wouldnt really mind going there more permanently! My 21 birthday is in less then a week...im so excited!!! Im trying to decide what i want to do thats kind of special...maybe ill go to atlantic city...or New York...the the jersey shore (which ive already been to twice...its alot of fun!) anyway I hope everyone is doing well! bye | | |
| Im leaving for philadelphia in exactly one week and im very excitied. My mom is traveling with me which makes me very happy! Ive been watching Alias non stop for the past week...its getting out of control. But i love the show so its worth it! | | |
| sometimes i wonder if my family is really this screwed up or if this is normal. regardless i hate all these feelings that swarm inside me...that stab me and paralyze me...i wish life wasnt so complicated that this could be simple and that answers could be obvious. the joy in life just doesnt seem worth the pain sometimes. im tired of pretending to everybody that things are ok that my life is normal im tired of "loving" people i hate. | | |
| I haven't updated in such a long time!!! I'm moving to Philadelphia in a week and two days and im so excitied I could scream!!! Now of course i have the dreaded job of decided what to pack and what not to...i really bad at that sort of thing. I cant believe the summer is over already it went so quickly! Today was my last day at work...until i find a new job in philly!!! It was sad! The girls gave me a beautiful photo of them by the beach in a beautiful shabby chic frame. And other presents...i thought i was going to cry! Im really trying to keep in touch with them. Well anyway, i will try to right more later! If madeline or macy read this...Hi girls, i hope school is going great!!! Love u! | | |
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